The swing night!

Last Saturday was kind of a sporky day for me...i was extremely devastated due to the feel of lonelyness esp during weekdays ,these days Karthik has been working long , he himself is tired of it,though.. i always try my best not to show my feeling of distress to him cos,i know how hard it is to keep up the pace in his job, being the survival of the fittest, you ought to sacrifice certain things for it... but when this happened even on the weekend, i lost control of my own self and became very angry that i dint talk to him when he was back and we went to the park sat down ,he was so sweet and patient,spoke from my shoes ,said he understands my situ ,appologised to me ,kept gazing at my face if i will ever look at him...i was so rude then,i dint even turn his side...then came another offfice call for him at 9.30 pm when we were in the park...hmm,made me still more pissed off,i walked to the swing and was swinging ,where i met a swing friend that day,we started talking first about the intro stuff and we came to the topic of husband's work,her husband was also in the call behind us and my husband was in his call a few feet ahead of us,so we ladies got a common topic which we were ready to throw upon.She opened up first telling,uh !i dont know how long he will continue with this office call even on weekends!..yeah ,i am in the same mood ...just lets pour it out was my intention at first, yeah it was pretty much like venting out our anger but at the same time we knew it is not their fault and both of us dint have the nerve to blame our husband's rather as time passed by we were actually speaking about how hard they have to work day and night sacrificing their sleep too for this job,me being the newly wed one she asked me a few ques,and thats when i realised how my husband wants to keep me comfortable and happy inspite of his brain eating job...she also gave me a valid point saying that we become very close to our partner only when we are here cos,we have no body else here to complain about him,and when you have hard feelings about him,you will definetly have to approach him and make things clear....that was a very valid point,which made me think... I always forget to realise how close a bond we share after coming here cos of the time factor and also both of us have only each other here...so,my mind was crystal clear then,i thanked my unknown swing friend,felt really good to have met her that particular day,waved a good bye to her...went back to my hubby ,told him why i behaved like that ,appologised for having turned back to him before and felt to keep in mind how beneficial is this lone time for me here with my husband ,esp few years after marriage before we could leap into other commitments this lone time will make us understand each other better ,love each other better and create a strong bond for the rest of our lives....hope i keep reminding myself about this and never feel bad or lonely about being here...:)....